This is a poem submitted by our sister J, please enjoy!
Vulnerability
Putting on this face of uncertainty
Cuz I am uncertain
Eyes filled with tear drops
An empty aching feeling
Fills me
I just want to be completely free
I just want someone to truly see me
See me past all the hurts and insecurities
and take me as I am
Not who I could be
or who I use to be
but who I am right now
Through time,
growth comes
However, in this moment..
time sets still
and I am stuck in the questionable state
of disillusions
my heart aches from
constant misuse..
and I am growing tired
weary..
heavy burdened…
When will I be set free
so that I may finally sing
MY song..
tired of whispering..
and sitting in the background..
It is time to sing MY song..
arrange these lyrical melodies
that one may know MY story..
in moments like this
where all
vulnerability sets in..
i feel..everything..
I just hope someone
is there to listen..